This won't be a very long post but I wanted to give a quick update since its been a while since I've written.
We have basically had absolutely no news for a few months now. And guess what - I'm not completely a nervous wreck! Praise the Lord for calmness and peace!
We've had revival at our church this week and have had really good services over the past month or so. It's amazing what a little spiritual reviving can do for you when your going through something like an adoption wait. My mind is no longer 100% focused on when we will get the call. I still think about it quite often, but it's not at the forefront of my mind all the time. And that helps tremendously. I was about to drive myself crazy for a while. Like I said, praise the Lord for peace!
It is so very true that God's timing is not our timing. And that's because He sees the whole puzzle while we are just seeing piece by piece and what's already put together. We can't see the end result so we don't always know what's best - but He can and He does.
Another benefit to having more peace about this is that it doesn't drive me crazy when people ask have we heard anything. I can honestly say no and not get terribly discouraged about it. They told us it could be 3 years and we are not there yet. When the time comes for our baby to arrive, it will. Until then, all we can do is keep waiting and try to focus on other things around us.
Still waiting, hoping and praying...